tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7275466.post113854803592690551..comments2007-04-16T12:02:45.486-07:00twhhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04720288345378322271noreply@blogger.comBlogger8125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7275466.post-1138907973245520932006-02-02T11:19:00.000-08:002006-02-02T11:19:00.000-08:00The sci-fi heart connection, now that is peculiar. I guess it is true tho I saw the Beverly Hillbillies with this girl that just wanted to get in my pants, and I won't watch it with my wife. I suppose it's not sooo weird.<BR/><BR/>Thanks for stoppin by. I hope my writing isn't to inflamatory.Mathiashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14979123257990293832noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7275466.post-1138821847519925072006-02-01T11:24:00.000-08:002006-02-01T11:24:00.000-08:00Hello there its nice to hear all this stories...Some moments which are meant for two can never be shared with others...<BR/><BR/>I would like to thank Idi for brining me here...<BR/><BR/>Im truly attachediamnasrahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16030794699915000249noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7275466.post-1138702313661585742006-01-31T02:11:00.000-08:002006-01-31T02:11:00.000-08:00Thank you both for sharing that (Theresa and Idi I mean)... That was a very instructive insight in human nature and life...<BR/>And Idi, I am glad you find relief in sharing.irinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08432747234733724052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7275466.post-1138585633142823302006-01-29T17:47:00.000-08:002006-01-29T17:47:00.000-08:00A good night rest for you!<BR/>I will sleep now in peace like a little baby<BR/>God knows<BR/>Sleep well and awake full of joy and have a very nice day on tomorrow - 30. January - o no, this can't be right - 30. January 1995 is just the day that I had lost my younger sister being 25 years old in an accident...<BR/>Well now I know even more why I should have tasted the joy to read and write here in your blog<BR/>Thanks a lot<BR/>with all my heart<BR/>for your honesty<BR/>You (and our heavenly Father) helped me a lot to<BR/>start this sad day<BR/>in a joyful way<BR/>a thoughtful way<BR/>a way saying good bye to an old dream<BR/>and a way being not so sad according to my sister<BR/>because I was comforted during that half an hour that I visited your blog<BR/>"I think you must be loved by God very much <BR/>for him motivating you that you should or better WANT to write this nice post of phil......."<BR/>Sorry for being so private<BR/>but I think I never started the 30 of January in such a positive way<BR/>ThanksIdihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08516032996376766336noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7275466.post-1138585043260670222006-01-29T17:37:00.000-08:002006-01-29T17:37:00.000-08:00This friend of mine is/was called by the name of Nils<BR/>a very pretty name I only heard some few, few times in my life<BR/>and his family name was the name of a big, big raptor which can fly very very high - majestately - and he, Nils himself, his body height was nearly 2 meters.<BR/>He really in body, soul and spirit was the person I liked very much<BR/>but now after 20 years I often thought - that now that I have changed that much I no longer would like a husband who is such a bright and pretty and attractive business man<BR/>I think that brings a lot of problems...<BR/>and at that time now I no longer think that being pretty and smart and lovely are not the ultimate character traces<BR/>but I think I really would prefer more a "normal" man - wearing "normal" clothes, having a "normal" height, having a "normal" and not extra-pretty-face, having a "normal" profession - not being a business man and so on...<BR/>how things can change...<BR/>and while writing this I really feel releasedIdihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08516032996376766336noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7275466.post-1138584486082636002006-01-29T17:28:00.000-08:002006-01-29T17:28:00.000-08:00Theresa,<BR/>I am sooo glad you wrote that post - so I finally could share with someone my thoughts - because not so much time has past since the dream, I have spoken of it to my best girl friend but not that much in detail as I WAS ABLE to do it here.<BR/>THANKS FOR BEING SO HONEST<BR/>I often thought that blogging would hinder me from contacting friends in real life but now that I have opened a part of my heart to you I am willing to search and to find a person in "real" life to tell that story too<BR/>Thanks.<BR/>Your post helped me a lot<BR/>I think it's for the first or second time that I visited your blog - what a coincidence - I am very thankful<BR/>It's now 02.30 am and two hours ago I thought: it's not wise to post all night long - but now I know why I still had the feeling that I really wanted to post comments in blogs this night - Thanks<BR/>and sorry for making so much words...<BR/>HeidiIdihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08516032996376766336noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7275466.post-1138584124133028392006-01-29T17:22:00.000-08:002006-01-29T17:22:00.000-08:00Well this reminds me of a friend I had - we only met together with other friends except one time when he brought me home and we spoke about what feelings we have/had to one another.<BR/>My turn:"have" - his turn"had".<BR/>So I was the one who still had the feelings unto him - but with him that time already was gone and he told me that he had decided that I would not be the right woman for his life and his future.<BR/>Just during that time there he was moving to the South of Germany... far away.<BR/>I remember that he brought me to the bus stop and when he went and the bus started I cried and cried - during 6 hours - I know, there also were a lot of artificial "crocodile-tears" we call it like that in Germany<BR/>because I not only was sad but also angry and had self pity...<BR/>That was in 1985 and I got to know other people but I never forgot him.<BR/>This year seems to be the first year where I am able to forget more and more - <BR/>I often dreamed of him - always still thinking of him<BR/>but last week it was for the first time I think that I dreamed of him a very neutral dream - of him being a business man - that he really is and of being a real christian -<BR/>I saw him in the dream but the affection I always had in my dreams was gone<BR/>I am so happy about that because when one's heart is not free, it is very difficult for one's future<BR/>I count it for a very big victory - thanks God<BR/>and I think that this also comes because I am thinking very much during the last 2 months of starting a new career of working for handicapped people and this fills all of my soul<BR/>and so last not least it is possible that I AM ABLE to forget old dreamsIdihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08516032996376766336noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7275466.post-1138548202246476662006-01-29T07:23:00.000-08:002006-01-29T07:23:00.000-08:00nice post :)DareDevilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12761359859976145805noreply@blogger.com